Hey, Time won’t wait,
Life goes by,
Every day’s a brand new sky,
Every tear, comes to dry.
All that really matters,
In this crazy world,
Is you and I together,
The first leaves off the tree,
The way you look at me,
A thousand chiming church bells ring,
The simple things are free
The sun, the moon, the stars,
The beating of two hearts,
How I love the simple things,
The simple things just are.
So here we go,
Let’s just dance,
Teach my soul to take this chance,
Put my heart, in your hands.
Out of all the moments that,
We leave behind,
Turn around and tell me,
We’ll remember.
The thunder and the rain,
The way you say my name,
After all the clouds go by,
The simple things remain,
The sun, the moon, the stars,
The beating of two hearts,
How I love the way the simple things,
The simple things just are
The ocean and the sky,
The way we feel tonight,
I know that it’s the love,
That brings the simple things to life,
The sun, the moon, the stars,
The beating of two hearts,
I love the way the simple things,
The simple things just are.
I love the way the simple things,
The simple things just are.
>we often look for many things in life…grandiose..extravagant…but we overlook somethings, somepeople…that touches our lives in every way…they are the most meek and simple ones…try to feel them…happiness is in our way…we our only the ones standing against it…
hm this is the conversation of me and one of my barkada friend… this hurts me the most and it did made me angry…so much…na naitapon ko yung libro ko sa sobrang galit…
let me clear this out…
i just opted to post this conversation because i want an outlet to all of my feelings right now…for her…
if i want na hiyain sya or something i would post here name…well this is an anonymous friend…
so dun sa makakabasa…bahala na kayo kung sino yung gusto nyo isipin na tao…and the conversation is not edited so to provide truth…only the persons that were mentioned during the conversation and ‘her’ had their names edited so to protect ther identity…
her: gnito lang yan, know ur place..khit kau ni m*, wla akong pakelam..peo sana know ur place nman..wag kang mangelam sa pamilya ko o kamag-anak ko..konting hiya nmn..tlad nung new year..di mo man lang inisip mararamdaman ko..di ko lam pnu nging kau tas andun ka pa sa bhay ng lola ko na para bang kla mo kung cnu..mhiya ka nmn..kaibigan kita peo sna know ur place in my family..auq ng pakelamera or wat..kung makikibonding ka sa family ko, kayla tita s*****, i dont give a damn hell care..peo pasintabi nmn sakin..IN RESPECT SAKIN..kc ako wala akong alam snyo ni mm peo ako ung tinatanung..tingin mo anu sasabihin ko sa knila??nagmumukha akong tanga sa sarili kong pamilya..kea pwd lang umayos ka at konting kahihiyan nmn..la pa kaung yr peo gnyan ka na umasta..
me: anu? nung pumunta kami dun…inaya ako nila mama l**
her: alam ko..peo nagsabi ka ba sakin?wala man lang pasintabi sakin
Me: for? teka lang….masama ba pumunta dun?
Her: hellow?kamaganak ako dun no wala akong sinabing masama, ang sinasabi ko pasintabi nmn sakin
Me: gf na ako ni m* ng isang taon…at saka ang alam ko sinabi sa iyo yun nila mama l**…
Her: kc imbitahan ka man o hndi, i dont care..peo psintabi sakin dahil ako kamaganak ako at khit kaibigan kita, sana sinabihan mo ko ng di ako nabibigla wala silang sinasabi sakin no
Me: ah basta ang alam ko sinabi ni yun at saka dahil dun kaya ka nagagalit? ang tagal na nun ah..
Her: ndi, masyado kang pakelameea
Me: pakialamera?
Her: pakelamera and i dont like it
Me: anung pinakialaman ko?
Her: lagay mo sarili mo sa lugar
Me: punyetang buhay… anung pinakialaman ko sa buhay mo? sa pamilya mo? nagbibigay ako sa iyo ng choices….sht
Her: wag mo kong murahin dhil wala kang karapatan murahin ako.
Me: paliwanag mo naman sakin ng maayos kung paano ako naging pakialamera…kasi ang alam ko eh…binibigyan kita ng option….at kinakamusta lang kita….yun pero yung pinakialam ko?!!! takte!!! pamilya mo?!!! hindi ko nga alam kung anong meron sa pamilya mo eh…
Her: just get off my family..dun ka na lang mangelam sa family nila m*
Me: anu ba pinakialaman ko dun sa pamilya mo?!!!!
Her: i dont need u to tell me the things that i nid to remember
Me: pwede ba?!!!! pumunta ako dun kasi isinama ako…tapos…
Her: mabuti pa sana kung di mo pinapaalala sakin ang mga bagay2 sa pmilya ko… so?!i said i dont care about that..di mo naintindihan? sabi ko sana pasintabi sakin! wala man lang, ‘a****, pupunta ako ah..sinabi man o ndi, sana cnbihan mo ko..alam mo ba ung kahihiyang inabot ko nun ah? at ung kay tita *, pwd di ko kelangn ng paalala mo..kung anong meon sa family ko, wag mong ipaalala sakin dhil family ko un di ka pa part, kea pwd know ur place
Me: dahil lang sa pinaalala ko…ganyan ka?
Her: lintek, murahin mo pa ko, mkikita mo lugar mo
Me: yung bday ni tita *?!!! yung pagkaospital ni mama l**?!!! tita yun ni m* pareho…pamilya ko na din..si m* na nagsabi nun, pwede ba?
Her: bkit?kasal na kau?
Me: dahil lang pinaalala ko?!!!! nagkakaganyan ka?!!!
Her: peo kelangan pa bang ipaalala mo sakin? tigilan mo ko ah..
Me: nagtanong ako nun
Her: alam mo lang makaalala pagsinabi ng bf mo
Me: masama?
Her: peo pag kming mga kaibigan mo nagsabi, di mo maalala..isipin mo mga pinaggagagawa mo..malalalaman mo
Me: ang dami mong issues sa kin….
Her: di ka nmn siguro gnun kabobo o kaignorante
Me: lahat ang babaw…
Her: mababawa sau dhil di nmn ikaw ung napahiya sa family ko
Me: dahil sa pinaalala ko yung bday ni tita v*…dahil sa pumunta ako ng newyear…bkit ba ang big deal na pumunta ako dun?!!!grabe ako naman yung gf…kung pinakilala mo ako kay m*…eh nasa amin na ni m* kung magiging kami wala ka nang kinalaman dun sa progress namin eh…
Her: gf ka nga ng pinsan ng kaibigan mong walang alam kung pnu naging kau ni m* at napahiya sa fmily nya.. un nga, peo alam ba ng family ko un? ewan ko sau di mo intindihin ung pinagsasabi mo
Me: nonsense makipagusap sa iyo…asar na din ako…pasensya na kung asar ako…dapt aayusin ko ito…kasi gusto ko at sinbi ni ca*****…pero ngayun hindi ko alam eh
Her: watever
Me: watever din… labo mo
Her: i dont want u in our family
Me: teka ah…hindi mo kapamilya si m*…by the way…take note…pamangkin sya ni mama l**…na asawa ng tito mo….hanggang sa family lang ako ni mama l** and her good husband….dont worry…i wont ever reach out to yours…even m* wont
well that’s the conversation…so…
everything is vague and just non-sense…napahiya sa pamilya?!! bakit?!! nagnakaw ka ba para ikahiya? tsk…
wow!! what a friend?!!
a friend that you grew up with…a friend that you stand’ by the most when everything was falling…then poof!!! everything went topsy turvy…
love is not enough for this one…
anger would push us both on ends…on the last string of our patience…
what i felt tonight was inevitable…this was too much…she’s totally blank!!! i hate her…
i even cant make my nursing care plan because of this..
i did not posted this just to earn symphaty from other people…its just that i cant take the emotional burden anymore that i need an outlet..
anyway…any persons that were mentioned on this conversation had their names erased…only mine was retained…to protect their identity…and ‘her’ personality that is actually stained by some issues on her past…
i intended to be a good friend…and i was…
maybe she was so sensitive…and me?
hahaha…hahahaha….(evil laugh)…well…you judge…
but for me…i was not insensitive…
its just that i’m too much to handle for your personality…right a****?
paconsuelo na lang that some of my bestest friends really lend me their ears during this night that I was really at the peak of my anger…that is hana pinsker and kim orilla…i love them both…
well till here…for the comments just leave it here…
well..i posted this blog…dahil nagpapaantok ako muli…
dahil sa napagod ako sa duty ko sa ORTHO ward…
at dahil may mga nabasa akong post ko sa blog site ko na nung binasa ko….
it did made me smile…
dahil natapos ko na ito basahin…
hanggang sa archives ko ng Jan 2008…
how many times did i say forever? how many times did I say he’s the one?
how many time did I got hurt?
countless moments of such…
let it rain and let it pour…
its still like catching lightning…the chances of feeling this way again…
its one in a million of meeting another person…
with every step…
we keep getting better…
right?
there are many crossroads that i came across to…but those choices i made…
lead me here…
my present….that would decide my
FUTURE…
my past…is another part of me…its inevitable…its incomparable…
BUT IT WILL REMAIN AS A PAST…AS IN NAKARAAN…
we don’t look backwards for that long right….?
we don’t walk backwards either…
we MOVE FORWARD…
TAKING CHANCES…TAKING RISKS…
Glory vs. Defeat
at the end…
we keep getting better and invisible…
like what i had been and still going to be…
TODAY AND UNTIL TOMORROW…
hm bakit nga ba ako nagbloblog?
ito ay sa kadahilanang…
maaga kami pinalabas sa ward…kasi…nagpapaantok ako…at natapos na ako sa sangkatutak na patient-assignment at endorsement sheet na kelangang ibigay bukas…
-unrated-
hm one line that struck me the most today…
“WELL WE ALL GROW UP RIGHT?!”
its a one liner from my childhood friend…
its like a word that says…LIVE LIFE AND MOVE ON…
NEVER FOREGET THAT A SINGLE STEP MAKES A THOUSAND MILES POSSIBLE..
we all had our firsts…our seconds…our poisons…our forever…
one thing is for sure…
WE LEARN A LOT…WE LEARN TO SORE GREATER HEIGHTS…WE FALL…WE LOVE…WE FORGIVE…WE MOVE ON…
There are many things that may hunt us…from the past, the present and the future…
still its our decision to make or to break..to heal or to inflict pain…
it did hurt me from some time now…but see….i’ve learned…and i am still learning little by little…
i may not be able to see through that someone’s eyes…may not even bring back the friendship…but still i’ve tried to reach out as far as i could get…siguro nga hanggang dito na lang ako…
indeed i am reaching for the other one…well we are hand in hand in the road we are going through right now…happy that we are meeting in both ends…
WE DONT NEED WINGS TO FLY…DREAMS DO COME TO LIFE…MIRACLES HAPPEN IN JUST A BLINK OF AN EYE…IF WE JUST BELIEVE…
_unrated_
i think all is well said…
sleepy na nga ako…nyahaha…
i love my family and closest friends and special one…
tomorrow is another day…
ciao!
There’s a hole in the world like a great black pit
And it’s filled with people who are filled with shit
And the vermin of the world inhabit it.
But not for long…
They all deserve to die.
Because in all of the whole human race
There are two kinds of men and only two
There’s the one staying put in his proper place
And the one with his foot in the other one’s face
We all deserve to die
Because the lives of the wicked should be made brief
For the rest of us death will be a relief
We all deserve to die.
I will have vengenance.
I will have salvation.
Not one man, no, nor ten men.
Nor a hundred can assuage me.
I will have you!
during the past few days I was asking myself am I happy? I’ve got a wonderful family, friends that had been there since the start, mm, my extended family, the education that I always wanted…ALMOST everything!!! But still I am not complete…haha…sad to say i’m not…
*emo mode*
still i’m willing to reconsider…
i’m just lost…again…
its not a blessed year after all…
haha…its been like ages since I posted here…i have my new blod site…but I think I should keep the two…hehe…
hm, today i just realized how lucky and happy i am…
memories have been sinking in my mind…
and all those lead me here…the road that taught me how to love again and let go…
maybe things won’t go the way we planned before…
people come and people go…that varies on our decisions…to keep them or lose them…its not fate…
its us…
news…news…news…
i guess…it could have been better if he did made the right choice that time…but he risked for her…now…he’s left all alone…but he said he’s happy…i guess of all the events that had come into his life… had made his heart more invincible and indestructible…i hope he still believes in love like I did…
mine…mine…mine…
i’m just happy…
contented…
with my family, with my friends, with mm…
i may not have been the most perfect girl, but being imperfect…
just makes me..
more special…^_^
now…
let’s do the sundance…haha…
"We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It’s gonna happen and it’s
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why…"
I’m searchin
I’m still searchin for answers
People often told me to choose a different road
This one can get ugly
Twist and turns to just grow old
But I’m walkin
I don’t care if I’m walkin alone
I’m, screaming into the dark
Searching for an answer
Where do I go from here
I don’t know where I’m headed
Or if this is just a big mistake
But somethin’s telling me
That falling down is a chance
I’ll just have to take
And I, I’ll get on the bus
And put down my bags
And take a final glance
At the only home I’ve known
At the only HOME I’ve ever known
All of my life
I’ve been so COMFORTABLE
But I always knew
That there’d come a day
When I’d have to get out
And I’m standing still
But I can’t catch my breath
Or running fast as I can
But going nowhere
Where do I go from here….
Life would always be as bad as it could get…
it’s VACATION TIME na…haha…late na post, ngayon lang kasi uli naisipan haha…there’s are many unforgettable moments during the time of april and may and here are some of them..
haha…these are the people whom i shared my summer with, more than half of my summer i guess…we don’t have a complete picture eh, may kulang dito…but it’s ok…hehe…i’ll miss these certain persons…they had become one of the few persons whom i treasure the most…i’ll miss the jokes…the energetic voice of razel…the coins of em…the smile of anna…the calm voice of madz…and syempre yung pagkain ni ate tonio…haha..pati yung record breaking nyang happy pupu…^_^…they’ve been my groupmates since 2nd sem…and it’s really good having these people by your side cause you will never feel you’re alone…and i’m willing to spend another duty rotation with them…i’ll miss you guys…
ah ito naman…ang dalawang girl na pinapatawa ako palagi..lalo na si mics, kasi naman…hehe…they have a box full of humor for anyone who is willing to be happy….really some people say dont matter…^_^…hm, mamimiss ko itong dalawang to…syempre naman noh…ampupu…sila yung dalawa sa mga tao na gusto ko uling maging klasmate ulit…amp…naiiyak na ako…haha…nakakamiss lang talaga..sobra…
ah ito BSN-some-2C..HEHE…siguro minsan hindi talaga kayang maging united ng isang grupo pero…more than half of the class i know..has one heart i guess…kasama naman talaga siguro yun pag nag-college ka na eh…pero at least mas natututo ka na maki-socialize sa iba…at sympre were all in this together diba…
hm, shucks ito na si mm…naku yung pikunin na bata…yung bugnutin…yung makulit…haha..ah ito buong summer ko kasama tong adik na to…masaya ako sobra…wala na akong masasabi dito sa taong to kasi naman…
alam nya naman kung ano ano yung gusto ko sabihin sa kanya… kahit siguro gaano kakumplikado yung sitwasyon namin, magiging ok pa din naman…alam ko yun…hehe..kami pa…nga pala, buong buhay ko na sya kasama…hehe..bawal mang-agaw..hehe…
basta masaya na ako ngayon…sya din naman daw masaya…may nagsabi lang…haha…tinanong ko ba? pero mukha naman ata…yung cap ko pakibalik nga…joke…at least nagyon di kami galit, di rin kami friends at least wala ng feeling na kahit ano…haha…diba diba…hehe..sabi nga daw niya…txt txt n lang…nakakagago…^_^
AYUN LANG naman…hehe…kahit may worries ako ngayon, ok pa din, alam ko naman na kahit ano yung mangyari eh magiging ok din yung lahat…
hehe… may namimiss lang ako ngayon…magkikita din kami minsan...everything in my life
is all rearranged in a way that is more than i expected…
"Life is to be fortified by many friendships. To love and to be loved is the greatest happiness of existence…"
